For the past two weeks... things in my life have not been so good. I have been so busy doing things - most of these things are for other people, which I don't mind, however, I have been getting myself into a spot of bother. I have neglected myself completely and as a result, I have been very ill. My emotions have been on over drive and I just all round feel like crap.

Fortunately, I have wonderful friends who love me - and the feeling is mutual. I love these girls like there's no tomorrow... I am sooo glad to have them in my life. We all walk through life, meeting people on the way who help us to grow and these girls have helped me to grow. They have shown me (or rather yelled it at me :) that I have to look after myself first, and that is exactly what I plan on doing (or at least trying). I'm not a selfish person, never have been, never will be. I love to help other people, it makes me feel like a real person. However, I have been told that I can still be me, just do these things for myself first.

I'm gonna give it a go, and see how things pan out. I'll keep you posted... The first thing I'm going to do is get some sleep, which I haven't had a lot of lately.

So I'll see ya later I guess...

Love Nee xxx